Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Life ends, but memory lives. Posted at 10:38 PM 0 comments (+)
What happened? Can someone fill me in? Ugh. Why is it so hard to say goodbye to the people we love so dearly? :( 

On July 15th, I lost a dear friend. It's hard to say goodbye because I can't just quickly forget all of those memories we had and once I think of those memories I would want to spend time more so we will have more memories. 

I am really shocked about what happened to my highschool classmate and my friend, Joel Mercadero. He passed away last Sunday, July 15, 2012. I don't have any idea whats the cause of his death. He's an amazing friend and he taught me so much about life, hope, and determination. I still can't believe that he's not here anymore. I will never forget you and I will always miss you. I'm going to miss the time we spent together. Life really is a fragile thing. 

I'll miss the fun jokes and your generosity the most. I'm deeply sorry things did not turn out for the better. I'll always remember the good times we had.



WARNING: This blog post is written in Tagalog/English.

Sobra akong nalulungkot sa nangyari. I feel like crying and I can't help it. Joel Feliciano Mercadero is my classmate when I was in 1st year highschool. Naging magkaibigan kami at naging close kami sa isa't-isa. Natatandaan ko pa na tinatarayan ko pa siya dati. Actually naging suitor ko siya, niligawan niya ako nung 1st year highschool pa lang kami. Pero hindi ko siya pinapansin at hindi ko siya sinagot. Mabait naman siya at may respeto sakin. Matalino din pero hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit ganun ang nangyari. Then after that, nung 2nd year highschool yata hindi na kami magkaklase. Naging pilot section na kasi siya nun. Tapos simula nun hindi na kami masyadong nakakapagusap. Wala nang nangungulit at nangaasar sakin sa classroom. Wala na ding nagpapacute sakin. Haha. Tapos yun na, nawala yung closeness naming dalawa simula nung nalipat siya sa pilot section. Nagtapos kami ng highschool na parang hindi kami magkakilala. Yung parang wala na talagang connection and communication sa isa't isa. Kahit "Hi, hello. Kamusta ka na?" Wala. Well, that's life.

Hanggang ngayon hindi padin ako makapaniwala na wala ka na. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan lahat ng pinagsamahan natin. Salamat sa lahat. Thanks for the friendship and memories. Sobrang mamimiss kita Joel. Kung nasan ka man ngayon sana masaya ka. Wish you the best wherever you are now. May you rest in peace. Thank you. † 



Always on my mind; Forever in my heart. Treasured in my heart you'll stay, untill we meet again some day. 

"Death is the last chapter in time, but the first chapter in eternity."



Death is the hardest part of life
not for those who have PASSED
but for those who are left behind.
they are forced to grasp the concept
of leaving this earth to another ATMOSPHERE
that we call HEAVEN, but they call home.

Find serenity in Paradise. You will be missed. 

'Joel Feliciano Mercadero' 
1991-2012

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Sunday, October 30, 2011
Farewell to you my friend. ☹ Posted at 6:38 PM 0 comments (+)
Mixed emotions. You will always be remembered Princess deary. ♥


Will attend mass later with dad. Then funeral mass for Princess Diana Casinsinan Baltao. May you rest in peace sweetie. I will miss her, seriously. ☹ 

I still can't believe she's gone. Unexpected. She's only 19. :'(

People met by chances, but always with a reason. Some stayed a while and some takes so long. We may not had the chance to have known you your entire life and completely, but pretty sure with a short span of time your happy memories will always be remembered clearly. ♥

Thank you for everything, and being a great part of our lives. We thank you for your kindness, we will keep you in our hearts. We pray that wherever you are you will still watch over us and be proud of us all. Because with us we may not be together and will never be, but we will always be proud to have you and your life will forever be something special to look back and recall. ♥

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Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Rest In Peace. ✝ Posted at 7:01 PM 0 comments (+)
Please pray for the soul of Princess Diana Casinsinan Baltao, my childhood friend who passed away yesterday.  

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Friday, September 2, 2011
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. Posted at 12:46 AM 0 comments (+)
I love sleeping because when I sleep, I can forget about everything for a little while. 

This is my final goodnight for today. Thank you friends for cheering me up. Thank you for all the advices. I am so blessed and very thankful to have such a wonderful friends who always there for me no matter what. Friends who are really true to me. xx

Hindi ko kailangan ng madaming kaibigan. As long as totoo sila sakin okay na ako dun. 

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Thursday, August 18, 2011
Bhesie. Posted at 8:27 PM 0 comments (+)
My bestfriend came over in my house yesterday. We haven't seen each other for a long time. Meet my crazy bestfriend, Mareah Ronalynn Padit, lol. Super bonding together, had so much fun. Till next time bhesie. Craziness! 




Mom bought donuts for our snack. 




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Saturday, July 23, 2011
Happy being 20. Posted at 8:16 PM 0 comments (+)
THANKS FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY GREETINGS! Naappreciate ko talaga, sobra. Sa lahat ng bumati sakin, thank you so much. Hindi ko na kayo iisa-isahin. Kilala nyo na kung sino kayo. And thanks also to my family and my boyfriend for making my 20th birthday so special. I just wanna thank all of them for making me happy.

Super thank you guys. Di ko talaga ineexpect at hinding hndi ko din 'to makakalimutan, sobrang saya ko lang! And lastly, gusto ko din mag thank you kay Papa God, dahil sa mga blessings na ibinibigay nya sakin at natatanggap ko galing sakanya. I feel so blessed talaga. Basta thank you sa lahat! Kung wala kayo, hindi magiging sobrang saya ng birthday ko. I HAD A BLAST YESTERDAY, SO MUCH FUN! SUPER HAPPY! Another year has passed in my life, making me even wiser and stronger. I LOVE YOU ALL! >:D< :* ☮ ♥ ☺



While blowing the candle. This shot is taken by my dad! ♥


With my eversodearest loving boyfriend. 

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